Journal entry 2

 I’ve been making progress on my mental health which is actually good I am however making a new web comic which may take up a lot of my valuable time but it’s gonna be worth it and I need publish it till web tune if not Newgrounds I’ve been working on this for a few days now mostly yesterday evening and the whole remainder of today but on Tuesday I might upload a few blog posts mainly to keep this blog updated because there’s gonna be a lot of things happening on Tuesday because Tuesday is my birthday and it’s probably gonna be the most busiest day I have ever encountered most likely I’m gonna be out a lot

So about my mental health I’ve actually been working on it more recently than I ever have before I’ve been doing a lot of things to pass the time 

A watching YouTube

B going on more walks

C letting go of more grudges than I ever have because seriously I had a lot of grudges even to Casey which is actually gone now so is the grudge of golzay and the garage they used to be friend of mine that frankly has forgotten about me and I forgot him. 

D taking criticism well because some helpful criticism actually helped me through my dark times because back then I was a rip off of many many things Eddsworld Animatedjames Hotdiggeddydemon and possibly much more I am actually shifting styles and for a short amount of time I was frankly ripping off my girlfriend pastelartz which I truly apologize for even ripping all of these people off and heck I’ve even left a few people alone frankly a lot of people alone because I’m following are used to be friend of mines advice because where I am right now I’m actually trying to get my feet back up 

I might make a video on my main channel Addressing that I will be making more animations not ripping off people of either the animation and art communities

Journal entry 1

 Hello this is lilPuffers I have made this website as a journal to improve myself from my mistakes and yes I am Ben I actually really hate being called that nowadays due to the fact that I get made fun of by the fact and if you or a friend of yours finds this page and tells you all about it and all about the person behind this said page and congratulations you found my journal if you’re willing to look more into this one then I don’t blame you the backstory of the person running those pages actually pretty complicated to say the least. I go buying many names now some call me Benamations or some may even call me a oldgamerben and sometimes I go by Mr. dark and lilPufferz so you may look at this and the posts will progress as a change so please don’t send people to harass me and leave me be for the remainder of my time here I don’t want any trouble nor do I ever won any trouble but I know people will not listen to me and sometimes I’m oversensitive to people yelling at me so if you are looking at this right now then you found my journal and that’s that thanks for reading and I hope You love the posts I’ll make